This is a hard month

My Daddy is in the hospital, I may be getting kicked out of my home, and my boyfriend thinks I am up to no good.  I work at my spa from 8 in the morning until nine at night.  Then I go home and sometimes get some sleep, I tend to stay awake and worry.  I have many things to worry about, mostly financial.  It just seems like a snow ball effect.  There seems to be never enough money, I think I do cut edges and trim fat where possible.  I guess I should cut off more outflow and increase my sells.  That may mean moving back into my Mothers house. I would lose my boyfriend, cut my outflow, but increase my driving distance.  Well, I feel like I must make a decision soon being as I told Jodi my Landlady that I would let her know by next Thursday what we would be able to do regarding the house.   I am feeling overwhelmed.  Wishing I could find financing to help me with all the issues I am facing.

Well here am I at the spa.  Noticed booking issues coming up on the 9th had to text Karen about it.  I have a brazillian wax booked at 4:00 and she booked a girl having a back treatment at the same time....that means the same room.

I should explain the spa...three treatment rooms.  One totally dedicated to airbrush tanning, one facial, one massage.  In the facial room I use my zero gravity chair.  The massage room is the only one with a table.  I can do waxing on the table but not the chair.  Needless to say, because of access to body parts.

This is not the first time double booking has happened on Karens part.  It isn't that hard to choose a resource for the type of treatment being provided.  She may have not been able to book the room so changed the resource.  Frustration on my end, she must change her appointment, mine has been booked for weeks, on April 12th is when it was booked.

Friday may 3rd
Went to hospital my dads health is failing.  The doctor said normal loss of memory not Alzheimer's .  It only matters that he does not know who I am.
Yesterday Karen had a few clients in spa.  She was going to keep the money.  Payment for herself and the spa.  If I just gave her everything that she makes and kept nothing for the upkeep of the spa she would be happy.
    I could not give my mother eighty dollars to get her hair done.  I do not even have the money to get the gray out of my hair.  My sister bought lunch yesterday I cannot even feed myself..
    Well, enough time to get back to it.  Sylvia comes in today and has three massages.  I think I have a client today too.  I need to get on the phone and call at least 10 to twenty people.  I know I have one client tomorrow on Saturday .  There is a big festival in town this weekend.

Skin Secrets of Brenham, yes that is the name of my spa.  Well, maybe I should not call it mine.  I actually went for a job interview.  The spa was up for sell was what Lisa told me.  She was not he owner but was interested in buying and had decided to back out of the deal.   I ended up signing a contract on the 15th of January.  The take over of the spa was not until February 1st of 2013.